there is no such thing as happiness. Love is merely a chemical reaction in the brain.
Essentially your body lies to you. Hormones and chemicals explode and make a false image of reality
He never loved you
No one will ever really care for you. You will never find true love.
You will always be alone.
I know there will always be this gaping hole. This awful emptiness. Nothingness. I am numb. I CAN GET JAZZED UP with some cool music. Go to church. The mall. For a precious few minutes forget that I am alone. But it's like a movie. I get lost in a fantasy for a while. Then the crash and I am alone in my apartment. Darkness
I can't remember the last time I had a good conversation